hahahaha .
now then i noe frenship can be so vulnerable ..
u can treat someone as a fren for so long
yet u dunno tat the person nv treat u as a fren be4 ..
sensitive ....
wads the prob with everyone ?
lookin at ppl's blog .
and tat post is bitchin abt someone but nv put name
if the viewer jus not happy with the owner .
they will start sayin tat the person is bloggin abt them ..
why dun clarify ?
wads the matter la ?
so now .. blogs have became a tool of evidence alrdy ?
wadeva la . i dun care . gd luck peeps .

hello (:
decidded to thank ppl on my blog .
today i went into rage ..
i didnt scream or shout . i jus angry till i cried .
i even went into toilet to hit the wall using my fist.
thanks bird to lyk console me
and oso simon for his tissue paper (:
thanks to melvin , choy peng , the sec 4s and 5s , wanying
and many other ppl (:
i reali appreciate it alot ...
u all made me stronger . i mean it (:
thanks to melvin again to help me buy tissue paper (:
i reali cant thank u guys enuff .
reali >.< thanks for tellin me the true meaning of frens .
and some even told me off .. (:
u all made me understand tat its not worth it to cry or hurt myself cuz of tat person

anyway .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX AKA ZIPPY !!

damn u damn u .
bloody freak .
no frens then come find my clique . omg .
LISTEN UP .
U ARE A DOWNRIGHT ASSHOLE
i noe u are tryin to take revenge .
but . SO SORRY .
u wont win . cuz i m confident tat i will still be with them (:
so see tis .
D A M N Y O U
go home la . only noe how to snatch frens . omg ..
G O H O M E .
i will nv lyk u . nv accept u as my fren .
dun act pitiful in front of my frens .
wad u get is wad u D E S E R V E .
I H A T E Y O U

i reali very upset today eh .
not tryin to let ppl lyk pity me or wad .
but ..
TIS IS MY BLOG . i can post my feelings rite ?!
i reali dunno wad happen to my clique .
quarrelings . unhappiness .
ehs . cant we be lyk last yr ?!
why mus haf quarrels and unhappiness ?
but between quarrelings and unhappiness .
i rather u all quarrel .
cuz if u all are unhappy with each other and u all kp inside urself
its unhealthy laaaa .
but ... after a quarrel .
can we jus be frens back ?
hais . why mus we turn out to be lyk tat ?
soooooooooooooooooo NOT CLOSE anymore ..
are we not a clique anymore ?
jus quarreling partners huh ?!
i m reali very upset .
why relationships are falling tis yr ?
love relationships and frenships ..
ppl arnd me are havin such probs .
i jus dun wish the same thing to happen to my clique u noe ...
i jus hate it .... hais ..
can we return to the past ?


but still then ..
thr are happy things to blog abt (:
gd job to all who run today !
u all complete the race!
as long as u haf put in ur best of effort .
u are alrdy a winner (:
Mr S.S , nx time rmb to hear voices arnd u when u running kaes ..
i shout ur name lyk siao . yet u say : got mehs . RAWRNESS .

xDDDDD

tml is sports heats !!
jiayous to the two mr sohs !
and oso to all who are running (:


to tat one .
pls dun make me worry !
take care of urself for heaven's sake .
ZZZZZZ . (:

tinkin of whether to pon sch tml or not .
oh well .... lets see (:

yeahh ...
i survived the flag day (:
not reali survived totally .
yeah . dun wan to go into details wad happened (:
and .. tan . i noe u are feelin guilty now .
its okae . i m fine le
hahas . dun nid at all .
okae . watch CJ7 with poony , yh they all
ITS NICE !! and first time watch movie with poony and yh . hehehehhehe
okae . today is the boy's training .
so many bad things happened .
anthony lost his specs .
simon injured his hand
norman whack his knee .
okae .. he didnt whack it on purpose ... accidentally whacked it
okae . yeah . not a gd sign . but lets not be superstitious . LOLS .
jiayou everyone !

today's training was okae ....
perfect.....ly quiet .
i nid to try to get use to the quietness . (:
jus had a long chat on msn with da rat ( mr soh )
guessed many things jus poured out on its own ?
HAHAS .
1st time we chatted so long .
thanks for killin my boredom . i hated it .
u can be very nice if u wan to (:
thanks reali alot
i appreciate it .
tml's flag day . oh well .... hahas

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!
thanks everyone for ur presents!!
gek hwee , desiree , phuisee , pricilla , shanel , charmaine , munyee , yueting !!
u are all loved by me . i promise !
best valentine's ever xD
thanks to those who wished me anyway ,
i guess , being single during valentine's day is da best ?
*GLEAMS*
tml is TD .
oh well ................
tml the sec 1s are coming in !
hope to see familiar faces !!!!! xDD
sec 2s . dun be jealous .
i still love u all . hahas !

and we finally got back to the past (:
i m so happy now .
for tis . i m willing to cough for one more day (: [ tis is crap ]
seeing u was nv enuff to me .
but now . it is .
breath-taking

hihihihihihihihi !
wan to noe why i so happy ?
cuz i noe alot of secrets today (:
stayed back to see CCC boys team practice today
gossiped with the girls
KNOW ALOT OF SECRETS (:
anyway . secrets are healthy .
but if u kp it from me . ITS UNHEALTHY !
noe wad ?
i LOVE edward cullen !


" If there is any way for me to become human for u - no matter wad the price is , i will pay it . "
-edward cullen- Pg 273 [ ECLIPSE ]

i tink if i hear tis from someone .
i will faint .
ITS SO SWEET LA
anyway . for those who dunno .
edward is a vampire xDDD
i m tired . freakin tired .
tinkin of why is he reacting tat way to me
i reali hate it when we are infront of each other
but we are not talkin
we aren't even sayin hi .
no jokes . NOTHING
not smsing . everything with communication does not haf any link with us
when i try to start a conver.
u will reply shortly
wad is it tat i haf done ?
i hate the silence .
i reali hate it .. its lyk a torture to me .
i m tired . cant tink of anything .
in a foul mood now .
i guess all i can do is read my book now . tata

dint blog for many days xDD
now my voice is MARVELOUS (:
lols . nvm .
7 feb - a day tat led me to dilemma .
on one hand - i wan to stay in sch to find him .
on the other hand - i wan to go cuz i wan to avoid him .
in the end . i chose to leave .
perhaps dint wan to make myself disappointed if i nv see him
whether he got come or not . i reali dunno .
i reali enjoy my b'dae !
thanks to so so so so many ppl
esp. yy andy amanda guanrong yunzhen joshua
thanks for the cake and the cd !!
and the LIE (:
i m very touched !
u all rocks !!
ytd went "BAI-NIAN" with the group .
WAS DAMN FUN !
we gambled and stuff .
haf fun and GOT ANG-BAOS !
u all rocks laaaaaaaaaa xDDDDD
kaes la . blog tml xDD

hohoho . merry christmas .
WRONG FESTIVAL !
okae . nvm
uhs . going to be my b'dae and CNY le .
my wishlist :
1. lots of angbao =D
2. lots of presents ! =DDDDDDDD
3. CAKE !!!! doubt i can get one ): cuz CNY
4. frens celebrate with me (((((:
5. i dunno le xDDD

okae . tml got sch . so...
SAYONARA (:

i guess .. ppl reali do get emo when they are alone
if u are someone who hates emo-ness.
pls dun cont. readin tis .
read other posts (:
i swear tat they are nice (: LOLS

okae . it goes :
lots of wad ifs goes on in my mind
wad if i jus die tml ?
wad if i fail my O's ?
wad if i lose wad i haf now ?
wad if monday nv comes ?
wad if i forget all my gd memories ?
wad if i forget all my bad memories ?
wad if everything in the world collapse ?
wad if i cant pass up my dnt ?
wad if my cca disappoint me ?
wad if i disappoint my cca ?
wad if i disappoint my parents ?
wad if no one rmbs my b'dae ?
wad if everyone hates me ?
wad if i hate everyone ?
wad if i cry ?
wad if i hate myself ?
wad if thr are a million "wad ifs" ?

okae . dun wan go tink abt it le .
cuz i aint emo okae ?!
thanks to those who read even thou it was real emo (:

sry for not bloggin
jus attend the "high achievers" course
its damn nice okae !!
coach david is lyk so motivating .
okae . shall not go into details here .
wan to noe the course ?
GO PAY MONEY AND LISTEN *gleams*
i m a "I" personality , a right brainner and a kinestatic learner (:
and it all adds up to the word : RANDOM (:
and i reali enjoy the course
and the same ending : i cried
but the most scary thing is : i m the ONLY ONE tat cried
okae . i go study le . GD BYE