UNCHANGEABLE

todae dnt borin larhhs . wan slpp cnt slpp . arghh . then poon's eye swollen . poor poony(: we wan drag him go see doc but he die die dun wan . dots . then must wait for him wan go home then we go home together .
* poony must take care kaes !! get well soon !!

ii dunno how to forgive him . wadeva he says jus now kps spinnin in my head . my tears just cudnt stop flowin . ii reali wan to forget it . but wheneva ii see the nick on his msn . ii just kp rmbbin the incident . ii may b able to joke wif him now . but ii m cryin behind the screen . but he dun noe tat . ii alwaes ask myself . is it crazy for mii to cry so much . do ii deserve such thing or not . ii cant find an ans . is it verii difficult for him to say a sorii to mii wheneva we quarrel ? the most hurtin thing is when she come and scold mii . ii tot he wudd help mii cuz ii BELIEVED we were closer . but ii tink ii was wrong . he was closer wif her ii tink . ii only cried lesser when he talk to mii aft the quarrel . but he believed he is nortt in fault by addin mii into the conver . ii cried and cried so hardly (wifout noise so tat no one noes) but ii still felt so so so so hurt . why did he go and tell her ? tis thing ii just simply dun understand .

my whole day's mood was spoilt becuz of tis . ii m oso worriedd for poony's eyes . ii dun tink ii can continue to blog . my keyboard's wet . LOL .