hmmmm . nth special these few days .
btw . i will NOT be blogging until after EOY EXAM
wish me gd luck !! =D
cya ! ((:

*i hate that bitch #$%@ . shoo off can ?

happy mid-atutmn festival to everyone !!
NOT ME ! =X
no laterns no candles . worst still NO LANTERN WIF MUSIC AND LIGHT !!
lousy day for me . )):
DAMNIT .
then SOMEONE still going out lata . HORS ?!
my day is SPOILT . CRIES .
got baq my test paper . no sweets from kenneth .
WTF ?!
stupid kenneth la . bet wif me . then i lose . @#$%
started reading a comic call [ Vampire Knight ]
OMG . ITS DAMN NICE LA . zzz .
but rather ex @#$%
but i m jus gonna read the entire series !!!
saw a pair of cross earrings tat are EFF-ING NICE ytd
was SO tempted to buy la .
but my finance pulled me baq . NO MONEY -.-"
even if i share money wif jeff to get one side of the earring .
I STILL HAVE TO PAY $23 ?!
ONE SIDE LEHHS !
ahhs . i pray hard tat money drop from the sky .
FAT HOPE =X
okae larhhs . dunno wad to blog liaos .
*MISSING IN ACTION* =D

hmmm . ytd and today went out to study .
ytd is go bukit merah mac to study .
today is go meh meh's house (:
study from 1 plus all the way to 4 plus 5 ..
aft tat was angry wif mehmeh over some trvial stuff
then they play x box i at thr see .
then play till sian liao . mehhmehh go on the " 爱情魔法师 "
he is super entertained by one part la .
总监 ： “你是什么？"
小贝 ： “总监 ， 我是猪”
总监 ： “什么样的猪”
小贝 ： “不会洗头发的猪”
lols . he will alwaes luff when we are reminded of this part (:
hors ?
mehh mehh is 喜欢跳的mehhmehh =D
hees . SEE THIS ARHHS !!
okae larhs . nth much to blog liao . blog again tml (: BYES

it has been 3 days since i last blogged
and 4 days since da last npcc training (:
i could use the word CONTENTED or even better word to describe
my feelings when i heard one of the sec 1s sayin tat she miss npcc
same thought as her . hahas .
i wan NPCC la !!
faster end of yr exam finish can ?!
i m lyk addicted to npcc ?
lols . okae . tis sounds funny . lols
i wud lyk to thank all those who encouraged me during the DOWN PERIOD
cud say tat is they taught me not to give up barhs
my sec 1s oso did alot to encourage me (:
i reali thank them alot .
okae . its study time !
and i m sick . ARGHHH !
byebyes (:

it has been days since i last updated
many things happened .
i noe how many sec 1s pass their LCP liaos .
i wan shocked by the results .
when mr khoo told me the results .
lots of thoughts ran pass my mind
was it becuz i didnt teach them well ?
was it becuz the sec 1s were too nervous ?
was it becuz the sec 1s treat the test lyk nth ?
was it becuz i was too lenient to them when teachin them ?
lots and lots of such qns ran thru my mind .
i did a reflection and started to tink of new ways to teach them
i was very lucky to be able to attached to such a bubbly squad .
since the first day i see them . i haven regret .
i may be strict but all i wan is dat u all will learn from ur mistakes



ytd was the NPCC service day .
will never forget jeric's POSE OF THE DAY =D
due to some reason . i m not able to post it in my blog
sry to disappoint those whom i haf asked to view it here .
and for those sec 1s who go dawson to haf lunch wif us .
thanks for da laughter =D
i blow up at the sec 1s ytd for being rude to their ICs .
i hope nth lyk tis will happen again .
so pls learn kaes (:
gd luck ((:

haiis .
i sort of starting to lose my enthusiasm in NPCC
i reali dun noe wads going on ?
perhaps aft all da remarks .
i feel tat i m not reali qualified to be a senior tat the sec 1s call me ?
i can say tat i give in my 100% when i teach them .
but did they see it ?
be4 they notice , they wudd be tinking tat we are slacking
i m not blaming them
perhaps 100% is not enuff .
maybe effort wifout the skill is not enuff .
i m gonna do my best till the "NCOPC"
i will try to learn wadeva i can and see if i can improve
if i cant . i will reali dunno wad to do liaos .
haiis .


and sec 1s . thanks for today's effort .
thanks for enduring weeks of SCREAMING from me
even thou i scream or pump u all so many times
i dun hate u all . all i wan was to train u all
i can see the potential in tis squad .
i dun mind spending time on u all .
but u all must haf the heart to learn .
gd luck for ur promo test results .
i apologise for not being able to be wif u all from the start .
i came only half way cuz i got Oral Exam
hope u all still regard me as ur senior (:

today i watched hairspray wif them ((:
trust me . HAIRSPRAY ROCKS x33s
I WAN TO WATCH AGAIN !!! GRRRR
*SHOUT LYK SOME MAD WOMAN*
JEFFREY , CHAOQIN , YONG XING .
DID U ALL SEE TIS ?
I WAN TO WATCH HAIRSPRAY AGAIN !!!
i love hairspray x274637824712364816346159864875 times !!
i shall end here . byes . NPCC TML ((: