UNCHANGEABLE

haiis .
i sort of starting to lose my enthusiasm in NPCC
i reali dun noe wads going on ?
perhaps aft all da remarks .
i feel tat i m not reali qualified to be a senior tat the sec 1s call me ?
i can say tat i give in my 100% when i teach them .
but did they see it ?
be4 they notice , they wudd be tinking tat we are slacking
i m not blaming them
perhaps 100% is not enuff .
maybe effort wifout the skill is not enuff .
i m gonna do my best till the "NCOPC"
i will try to learn wadeva i can and see if i can improve
if i cant . i will reali dunno wad to do liaos .
haiis .


and sec 1s . thanks for today's effort .
thanks for enduring weeks of SCREAMING from me
even thou i scream or pump u all so many times
i dun hate u all . all i wan was to train u all
i can see the potential in tis squad .
i dun mind spending time on u all .
but u all must haf the heart to learn .
gd luck for ur promo test results .
i apologise for not being able to be wif u all from the start .
i came only half way cuz i got Oral Exam
hope u all still regard me as ur senior (: