actually i m alrdy freakin tired liaos
but decided to blog so tat i wont be unable to slp .
the main reason why i will blow up is cuz i m alrdy freakin tired
i was waiting for N to talk finish so tat i can go and slp
he added J in . okae nvm . i still can withstand AWHILE MORE
but my patience lvl is to its max liao .
anyone dare to say . u tired u wont no patience de ?
they started suaning me . okae nvm . i still endure abit
i tell N to dun overboard .
they dun wan listen . still wan to continue .
i dun argue wif them . i jus used a very attitude way to tell them i m pissed
then i close the conver liaos .
i jus sarcastically told norman : thanks for suaning me la .
then ai yarhs . wadeva la . the rest of the story i m TOO tired to type out .
i m at fault by showin them attitude . and talkin to them sarcastically .
but can they jus put themselves in my shoes ?
i m alrdy freakin tired . and the two of them lyk tat .
if normal time or when i m NOT tired .
they lyk tat i still dun mind . i can still joke wif them
but i emphasize . I M FREAKIN TIRED !!
if they are not willing to tink tis way . i oso dunno wad to say .
i will apologise for showin attitude .
but for me to apologise for me being xiaoqi .
sry . i sort of cant do it .
u two are my frens . i wont hate u all for tis .
but wad abt u two ?
i noe u two dun mean any harm la . jus let me cool down first .
the rest is up to u all le . i m reali very tired .
i cried due to tis incident and believe i will cry myself to slp tonight .
tats the price i haf to pay . wad else ?

awww . npcc didnt win the competition )):
but nvm . wad we truly gained from tis competition is
TEAMWORK + even stronger bond ((:
thou we quarrelled lots for tis thing .
especially simon and norman .
but in the end . the quarrels make us grow stronger ((:
i will rmb the times we spend durin tis period .
the times we spend at the range ((:
the times when i didnt dare to do things .
and u all encourage me =DD
the moment we spend being nervous together ((:
* simon , thanks for tellin me how to be not nervous ((:
a big THANK YOU to u all for EVERTHING
everything happen becus of u all
let the bond never break =DD
i loveee all of u . my da insane clique ((:
DA INSANE IS LOVEEEE =DDD

for those going OBS .
* simon norman chaoqin junjie
i will miss u all de .
take care okae ?!
dun be so tan till i cant recognize u all ((:

ytd was da official last day of sch =DD
had training for the sec 1s
they are the batch tat i m proud of .
but they somehow disappoint me ytd )):
oh well . its the past . i still lovee them ((:
WORK HARD and make me even prouder of u all !
btw . thank you for those sec 3s who stayed back
some of u * simon and norman even thou u all wan to go home
but in the end u all still stayed .
i m reali very touched =DD *kiddin =P*

i lovee my clique ((:
da insane
simon norman zhaowei yong hwee me simpson issac jeffrey

YEAHH !!
NPCC GOT INTO THE FINALS OF PROJECT AD !!
HOORAYYYYYYY =DDD
tml is the grand final ((:
HOPE WE WILL WIN !!
today practice quite hard ((:
everyone mus vote for us arhs . hahas
hehes .
finally bought a commonwealth house t shirt ((:
hahas . gonna wear it . hahas
nth much to blog .
go polish my boots for tml le ((:
BYES

aft being "emo" for so long .
i come to a decision .
no point being so emo now la
it wont help him .
i shall be da KAI XIN GUO to cheer ppl up ((:
i shall not be sad anymore !!!!!!
wahahahahs
btw .
CONGRATS MR KHOO FOR HIS NEWBORN BABY GIRL ((:
best wishes for tat baby ((:
SHE WILL GROW UP HEALTHY AND PRETTY ((:

its been a long long time since i last blogged .
i have many things to blog abt .
but decided to blog abt one incident only .
whenever i m in trouble or having any unhappiness .
my clique will lyk be thr for me la .
but now one of them is havin trouble and YET
i cant seem to do anything to help tat person
m i reali so useless ?
i cried lyk dunno wad and seriously haf no mood to talk .
i tot of fakin a smile out but it seems to fail .
wads the point of me acting happy ?
it wont help tat person at all .
all i could do is to pray hard for tat person to cheer up ((:

btw . why some ppl say i m NOT a MS NICE arhs ?
cuz i everytime give black face ?
or cuz i everytime find trouble ? *NO WAY*

hmmm . suddenly tot of two person .
one person is one tat spoilt my sec 1 life .
another one is one tat brought light to my life since sec 1 :D
the one who spoilt my sec 1 life is only now then i tink of him
the one who u noe.... hahas . i haf nv stop tinkin .
i oso dunno why i will tink abt tat idiot now .
perhaps i m reali too angry wif him le ?
i told myself tat i HATE him
but somehow whenever i see him . i will haf those IDIOTIC flashbacks
zzz =.=
i reali dun wan see him anymore liao la . but how to avoid lehs ?
NO IDEA =.=
if tat idiot is viewing this now . pls tell me how to avoid u ?
i dun wan to tink abt u liao la =.=
lols . retarded me . @#$%


NPCC was rather okae .
went east coast for CIP :D
abit weird but quite fun
Mr Khoo spent $88 on drinks for the whole unit .
LOLS . THANK YOU :DDDD
tis wed will haf extra training for the sec 1s .
u all haf the potential to pass de .
put in ur very best and u all can be the very gd squad :DD


today went escape :DDDDDDDDDDD
uhh . nth reali special . EXCEPT
i was playin the [ flippers ]
cuz u noe la . i lyk to fidget arnd .
then the STUPID GUY nv see me haven sit down PROPERLY
then go close the thing .
the worst thing is :
IT HIT MY HEAD . DAMN U #$%@
pain u noe ?! u wan try being hit by tat damn thing ?
the best part is .
i shouted : CONCUSSION LA .
he didnt even say sry .
ehhhs . wad type of GD attitude sia .
I HEREBY ANNOUNCE TAT I HATE U . LOLS
today got 3 rides nv open so escape gave us 4 extra FREE admission tickets
THANK YOU !!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
today super high . hehes . maybe cuz i slpp too much liao ?
okae la . blog too long liaos .

AND . TO NORMAN .
I SWEAR BE4 UR NAME WILL BE ON MY BLOG HORS ?
SEE SEE SEE
NORMAN U EVIL HAMHAM !! :DDDD
i didnt break my promise LOLS .
must thank me on tues if not i strangle u !!

HAPPY B'DAE MEHHMEHH =D

hmmm . exams gonna finish liao .
i did my best le . now is see hais ... LOLS
today celebrated mehhmehh's b'dae at his hse .
together wif yx , jeff , jj , yh and zw XD
P.S norman and simon why u all nv come ?! =P
after exams then blog longer de ba (:


to tat LAMER
if u wan to ka my jiao wei rite .
pls do it to my enemies .
dun ka my jiao wei to MY frens
how many times haf i forgiven u cuz u ka my jiao wei liao ?
today early in the morning go ppl's class to ka my jiao wei .
u very free hors ?
dun nid study arhs ? or cuz u noe u sure fail liao ?
lame piece of shit .
stop acting friendly to me can ? i noe its fake one la .
the more u act . the more i tink u er xin only la .
if u lyk to ka ppl's jiao wei so much .
THEN KA MY JIAO WEI INFRONT OF ME LA .
dun dare arhs ? LAME
dun force me to scold u la . i dun scold u dun mean tat i scared .
I JUS CANT BE BOTHERED TO TALK TO U
dun act anymore . U SUCK