UNCHANGEABLE

its been a long long time since i last blogged .
i have many things to blog abt .
but decided to blog abt one incident only .
whenever i m in trouble or having any unhappiness .
my clique will lyk be thr for me la .
but now one of them is havin trouble and YET
i cant seem to do anything to help tat person
m i reali so useless ?
i cried lyk dunno wad and seriously haf no mood to talk .
i tot of fakin a smile out but it seems to fail .
wads the point of me acting happy ?
it wont help tat person at all .
all i could do is to pray hard for tat person to cheer up ((:

btw . why some ppl say i m NOT a MS NICE arhs ?
cuz i everytime give black face ?
or cuz i everytime find trouble ? *NO WAY*