UNCHANGEABLE

cont. of the A story la huh .
ya .. guess wad ?
i WENT to her blog and see .
guess wad i saw ?
HA .
wad a REAL fren she was la huh ..
when C was ignorin her .
wad she do ?
TONS and TONS of EMO post .
me lehs ?
HAHAHAHAHA ..
"letting go of the friendship that wasnt meant to be mine"
AHH CRAP .
she wrote me a letter .
but wads inside ?
ELABORATED detail of wad i CAN SEE from her blog
she can say sry to SO MANY PPL .
but wad abt me ?
NTH ..
the last two sentences of her letter is the BEST
" if u wan to cont. to misunderstand me its okae at least i TRIED to explain . i reali did . "
ya ... lyk who in the RIGHT mind will go and forgive her when she write tat ?
i oso can say at least i TRIED to try to forgive her . i reali did .
if not wads with the sudden change in attitude when i was in seoul garden .
but when i read her letter + blog .
i reali GIVE UP .
she can tell the whole world tat i m the one who is being a slut .
i dun eff-ing give a damn to her and her GUYS ...
why shud i even bother if she treats me as wad .
she say she dun wan to intrude into the friendship between me and gek
she say she dun fit into our lyk friendship .
but pls la ..
if i reali of all means wan to outcast her .
wud i eff-ing call her for breakfast tat day ?!
i treated her as one of my closest fren
yet tis is the disappointment tat i receive .
i may be very harsh in wad i say in class ..
but do u ever tink ..
WAD caused my change in attitude towards u .
u closer to C so ?
does tat even give u a slightest right to do tis to me ?
i DOUBT so ..
i reali cannot find any word to describe how i feel now .
even if the breakfast thing is not ur fault .
then wads the "treatin qianying transparent" thing abt ?
forget it .. wadeva i say oso my fault .
ya ya ya .
everything my fault .
i outcast u . i dun wan talk to u .
everything oso me ..
happy ? =.=
since u feel tat thrs a nid to let go of our friendship .
then i will then not give a shit to how u care anymore
i dun care if u read tis or not .
cuz i m only replyin to ur letter and ur blog post .
utterly DISAPPOINTED ..
u may not feel a thing to lose me as a fren .
but dun assume i wont ..
tis will be the last post abt u .
since tats the end of our friendship....