Thursday, May 22, 2008

ppl ..
i have shifted ..
relink me !
http://whatqyhastosay.blogspot.com
CYA THERE ! BYES

why are u always not there when i needed u the most ?

chinese is lyk on monday ?! =.=
and when i say chinese . i meant chinese O lvl !
@#!#@!@
okae . enough of madness (=
anyways .. today aft sch went for physics remedial .
followed by go the sec 1s thr to see them try to "make" their uniform
followed by go dawson with yiying they all
followed by going to cgs with yiying
followed by going to redhill with yiying
followed by going home (=

yiying , ty sooo much for listening to my grumbles at the bus stop .
i reali sort of trust u more than some ppl ..
but pls la .. LAUGH at my jokes pls .
HAHAHA ..
reali thank you soooo much .
i noe u gonna say i auntie or act touching .
but i m serious tis time okae !
all da best for ur NCO life (=

jj , ty so much for these two days de dnt cum sharing session .
thanks for being such a gd listener .
i noe u wont read tis .
but jus wan to thank u soooo much !
jus to tell u ..
i m oso a great listener (=

okae la . bye for now peeps (=

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

even hotter when he is wearin specs !!
zomg~! i jus lyk guys wearin specs la ...
i mean CERTAIN guys ..
(= these 2 pics brightened my extremely low mood (=
i mean it !!!!!!
anyways .. for ppl who dun lyk him ..
jus skip tis post la huh ..
no criticism will be entertained .
ppl !!! aint he hot ?! omg la .. soooooo nice ..
anyways .. credits to whoever is affected (=
i jus cant resist the temptation to show ppl tis pic ..
for dumbos who dunno who he is ..
he is lyk one of the few top magicians in the world !
he is damn damn damn pro !
anyways .. his name is 刘谦 (=



today was okae okae la ..
gd news : dun nid meet the parent (=
but !
it does not mean tat i got gd grades okae ..
bad news : alot alot !
top bad thing tat happened : ushoutedatme
not tryin to whine or wad ..
but its reali the top among those bad things tat happened ..
fren arhs ..... talk slowly .
i will hear it eventually ..
dun shout le okae ?
u are suppose to be mr kind u noe ? =D
kaes larhs ... u oso lyk "apologise" ..
i forgive u !!! (=
okae la ... nid go chiong studies le (=

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

tis post is gonna be darn emo ..
ppl who dun lyk emo stuff ..
u all shud noe wad to do (=
the red box with a "x" is always thr for u .

damn alot of sad things happen tis week ..
some jia li de shi .. (translate urself . dun be lazy)
then studies .
why didnt i work harder durin sec 3 ..
now panick lyk shit oso no use .
then some personal probs ..
eff it man ..
i reali dun wish to trouble anyone with my troubles .. =.=
wad m i typin . zzzzzz
but i reali dunno how the hell m i gonna vent all these ?
jj said i looked lyk i have no worries cuz i laugh and smile everyday .
haha .. how true is tat ?
i dunno ...
sry ppl if i haf been very bad to u guys..
moodswings are uncontrollable .
DANGS ...
excuses ..
wadeva la .. enuff of emo stuff .
sry to ppl who read tis .
i didnt want to be such an emo kia .
but no whr to tell tis to ..

Monday, May 19, 2008

replies to taggs (=

leong ;;
yeah . ty very muchhy !!
u oso ! gd luck for ur "swimming" yr . HAHAS .
swimming = streaming

gek ;;
yeahh . i m okae (=
tot thru it lo . since she wan lyk tat then so be it
hahs . ty very much !
eh eh eh . lata is i make u EVOLVE arhs ! hahas

alex ;;
thanks ! (=
if u dun get caught by teacher again for hair check .
tats alrdy gd enuff le .
HAHAHAS .
all 3 of u got caught ..
so funny la .
anyways . ty for the MORAL support
not MENTAL !
hahas .. u wan go mental hospital ?

jon ;;
yeahh . i noe tat (=
my 3 sons always support me de ma (=
hahas .. ty soooooooo muchh !!
study hard okae !
cut ur hair regularly arhs ..
dun get caught again .

ytd went to some "hiking" with simon . norman . jinhao . isaac
can say is kanna cheated lors ..
they say wan walk the dunno wad bridge .
in the end from harbourfront walk walk walk .
then walk to pasir panjang
lols .. quite fun la .
we went to the bukit chandu .
looked at those displays .
watched one short show abt the war at bukit chandu
DAMN SCARY .
inside sooo dark . the sound effect damn loud .
sry arh simon (= hope no injury inflicted on . HAHAHAHA
damn fun but oso damn tiring ..
ty for the day sooo well spent (=
*wanted to post one photo of norman on the bus one ..
but decided not to .
orelse ... he might murder me . HAHAHA
tata

Thursday, May 15, 2008

cont. of the A story la huh .
ya .. guess wad ?
i WENT to her blog and see .
guess wad i saw ?
HA .
wad a REAL fren she was la huh ..
when C was ignorin her .
wad she do ?
TONS and TONS of EMO post .
me lehs ?
HAHAHAHAHA ..
"letting go of the friendship that wasnt meant to be mine"
AHH CRAP .
she wrote me a letter .
but wads inside ?
ELABORATED detail of wad i CAN SEE from her blog
she can say sry to SO MANY PPL .
but wad abt me ?
NTH ..
the last two sentences of her letter is the BEST
" if u wan to cont. to misunderstand me its okae at least i TRIED to explain . i reali did . "
ya ... lyk who in the RIGHT mind will go and forgive her when she write tat ?
i oso can say at least i TRIED to try to forgive her . i reali did .
if not wads with the sudden change in attitude when i was in seoul garden .
but when i read her letter + blog .
i reali GIVE UP .
she can tell the whole world tat i m the one who is being a slut .
i dun eff-ing give a damn to her and her GUYS ...
why shud i even bother if she treats me as wad .
she say she dun wan to intrude into the friendship between me and gek
she say she dun fit into our lyk friendship .
but pls la ..
if i reali of all means wan to outcast her .
wud i eff-ing call her for breakfast tat day ?!
i treated her as one of my closest fren
yet tis is the disappointment tat i receive .
i may be very harsh in wad i say in class ..
but do u ever tink ..
WAD caused my change in attitude towards u .
u closer to C so ?
does tat even give u a slightest right to do tis to me ?
i DOUBT so ..
i reali cannot find any word to describe how i feel now .
even if the breakfast thing is not ur fault .
then wads the "treatin qianying transparent" thing abt ?
forget it .. wadeva i say oso my fault .
ya ya ya .
everything my fault .
i outcast u . i dun wan talk to u .
everything oso me ..
happy ? =.=
since u feel tat thrs a nid to let go of our friendship .
then i will then not give a shit to how u care anymore
i dun care if u read tis or not .
cuz i m only replyin to ur letter and ur blog post .
utterly DISAPPOINTED ..
u may not feel a thing to lose me as a fren .
but dun assume i wont ..
tis will be the last post abt u .
since tats the end of our friendship....

Monday, May 12, 2008

today was a rather chaotic day ..
lols .. dun wan talk much abt tat .
talk abt my journey back .
took bus 961 back ..
1st thing to say : WHR ARE UR MANNERS PPL ?
i not tryin to say i got la huh .
but u all cant even say : excuse me , thank you , sorry
squeeze lyk thrs no tml for u ?
lols ..
okae .. i will lyk to apologize to the uncle that i kp steppin his feet de
SO SORRY .
hahahahhahahaha ..
i m startin to enjoy bus trips (=
ALOT of fun things happen thr .
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
got one is secret (=
cannot blog abt it here
wan to noe arhs ?
ask me lors ! hahahaha


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[ 没有你的日子里 我会更珍惜自己 ]

Friday, May 09, 2008

tis few days kp going out with the usuals (=
its nice ..
i swear !
hahahs ..
today i blog abt one thing only ...
i very angry abt tat ..
ytd i sms A and ask whether wan go out or not .
then A replied sayin wan to call someone else go .
then i m fine with it la
but then lata lyk arnd night time or lata .
A sms me tell me maybe not going .
cuz C haven tell A if going or not ..
i damn pissed la ..
i m thinkin :
SO WAD IF C NV GO ?
cant u jus go with us ?!
nowadays u and C close back liao then ps us
i oso nv say anything liao lors .
tat time C tat silent period u come and find us
i nvm lors ..
i feel frens shud pei one another wad .
but now ?!
wad is tis la ..
u and C got talk liao then tis is wad happen ?!
THANKS MAN ....
so C is more impt than us la ?
zzzzzzz ....
forget it ...
HAPPY GOING OUT WITH THEM LA HUH ..
if u ask me if i m angry...
i will say i m more of DISAPPOINTED and SAD

Friday, May 02, 2008

today was ss and chi paper .
DAMN IT ..
ss for the essay i forgot one factor for [a]
resulting in the WASTE of time in tinkin abt it ..
i not enuff time do ..
then anyhow bomb answers for it .
chi worse ..
i repeated history AGAIN ..
last yr's end of yr i wrote 2 essays .
tis yr i oso wrote 2 essays .
DAMN U LA ...
why everything i nv tink properly then go write le
in the end write till stuck then change to another essay !
damn ......................
lols ..
nvm

anyways . i found my wallet ..
not as in found .
is huisi found it then pass to GO ..
ehh ehh . tsk tsk .
nx time find my wallet can pass to me directly ?
and tell me ..
cuz u didnt and is kelly came to tell me ..
LOLS .. i cancelled my cards ... DANGS ..
nvm . ty anyways .

went library with laopo and ah phui today .
ate brownies with ice cream .
damn sia .
i m NOT gonna eat it alone again .
nx time they order i KOP (=
i seriously cant finish all ..
ITS TOO SWEET ..
*for ppl who dunno .. I DUN TAKE SWEET STUFFS !
went study then slack ..
aft tat ah phui left .
me and gek were lyk jokin abt mushrooms.
then change to mushmoms .
then many many funny things came out .
LOLS .. wan to noe full story then come ask me
100% guaranteed FUNNY

anyways ... 13th may will be the seoul garden day !
hiaks (=
our deal hors ? *winks*

aft tat went ljs to eat .
then laopo bring me to the 40th storey de buildin .
i tink she tryin to murder me .
HAHAHAHAHA ..
she scare me lors .
hors ? (=
thanks for the FUNNY MUSHMOM DAY today (=
laopo is love (=

Thursday, May 01, 2008

ytd was damn bloodddddddddyyyyyyyyyy UNLUCKY ..
went to dawson de toilet then left my wallet thr ..
guess wad ?
some stupid bitch took it away ..
inside oso not much money ..
LAMER !!
thx laopo and yiwei who cheer me up .
aft tat went to tiong to report lost of atm card .
at bus stop wait for bus tat time saw yc and jon [ my 2 "er zi ]
hahas .. they joked and joked and joked .
especially yc and jeric ..
DAMN FUNNY .
hahas . thx alot alot (=
then saw luuuuu oso !
hahas .
aft reportin lost . i went to qt library to find laopo and yiwei ..
all the way at thr till 8 smth (=
then went home .

to alex;
THANKS ! how u noe i lost my wallet de ? hahas . ty SOOO MUCH . (=
jiayou for mid yr !

to jon;
THANKS ! hahas . tyyyyyyyyy (= jia you for mid yr !

to lu;
THANKS !! YEAH YEAH .. but its the wallet u all gave me .
abit heartpain .. AWWW

Monday, April 28, 2008

bad eyes irritation

HAHAHAHAHAHA .
ppl ..
tis is my 100th post since tis blog is set up (=
i wan to thank ppl who constently support me (=
LOLS ...
anyways . today's not a gd day for me ..
had real bad eyes irritation ..
my eyes itch and tear now and then ..
washin seems to not work ..
arghh . i cant even see smth without feelin the unpleasant feelin in my eyes
i m soooooooooooooo irritated by it can ?!
its affectin me way WORSE than i expect ..
arghs . i dun blog le .
spoil my mood ..
go rest my eyes le .
BYE ...
HAPPY 100TH POST !! (=

Sunday, April 27, 2008

tis shows how bored qy can get (=

Name 10 people you can think of rightoff the top of your head.
Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 10people.
This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first.
Nocheating!

1. phuisee
2. pricilla
3. wanying

4. luvena
5. kenneth
6. gekhwee
7. jerome
8. jinyuan
9. desiree
10.ismadi

DONT LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU'VE FILLED UP THE TOP!

1.How did you meet number 4?
- luvena - npcc (= she's my cadet cum an lian me de ren (=

2. Do you have a crush on anyone upthere?
- nope (=

3. What would you do if you hadn't met number 1?
- `phuisee - i would feel tat my life is very quiet LOLS . kiddin

4. What would you do if 6 and 2 weregoing out?
- bird and gek - HELLO . gek's mine . hahas

5. How did you meet number 8?
- jinyuan - npcc .

6. Is 2, your best friend?
- bird - OF CUZ

7. Whose number 9's best friend(s)?
- desiree - her clique (=

8. Have you ever dated number 1?
- phuisee - yeah . i always date her (= hees

9. Do you miss number 4?
- luvena - yeah .. (= missed trainings

10. What do you think of number 6?
- gekhwee - pretty . and has lots of love for everyone (=

11. What do you think of number 7?
- jerome - tat cute cute hamster ? hahas . seow mumu (=

12. Who does number 3 like?
- wanying - she likes me (= HAHAHA

13. Have you ever been inside number8's house?
- jinyuan - no way . hahas . i scared i become short . OOPS. *no offence*

14. Do you love number 9?
- desiree - table partner (= yeah . but when she is bored .. HELL NO . haha

15. Ever been in the same bed as anyof the numbers?
- i dun tink so

16.What about number 5?
- kenneth - he rocks ! always da JOKER la . (= rapping rapist !!

17. Do you trust these people?
- VERY MUCH . trust them ALOT ...
ppl ... BIG NEWS
i m going for a haircut with phuisee THE WONDERFUL today ! xD
meetin her at 1.22pm and 30 secs (=
ytd went to look for phuisee , sean and darren .
walked alot alot alot of places .
and now my toes haf blisterS ....
RAWR ......................
but nvm . i m not blaming u guys !
lata going study with rapping rapist and the wonderful (=
hope i dun overslp AGAIN . *cross fingers*
byes (=

Friday, April 25, 2008

nth much to say ...
went shoppin with laopo and phuisee today (=
thx for da companion !
i m feelin much better le (=
and and and
KENNETH SUHERMAN aka RAPPING RAPIST (=
TAKE CARE ARHS !
RECOVER SOON !
i not used to u being sooooooo QUIET !
i wan to listen to ur jokes okae !
(=

Thursday, April 24, 2008

jus read alex's blog ..
talked abt how he miss npcc .
and ME ME !! hahahahaha
uhs . cried a fair bit .
cuz i rmb-ed the times whr the sec 2s and i had
gd and bad memories .. (=
MOST of them are gd ones .
as far as u all miss trainings ..
i oso miss ..
as far as u all miss me . *thick skin*
i oso miss u all ..
u all have been the reason and the motivation for me to come down for trainings ..
i hope tat u all will cont. to haf the passion to go training .
DUN pon trainings hors !
or i will bite u all ! (=
gd luck for everything !
I WILL MISS U ALL !!!!!!!!


yeahh .. tues was chinese oral .
mdm xu told me smthings .
i began to reflect back ..
her words reali shocked me .
i noe tat i changed ..
perhaps its time to be serious le .
she is one of the teachers tat i respect ..
so ya .. i will work hard de !! =D
thx for the advice !!

nth else to blog le (=
BYES

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ha ..
jus noe smth ..
ya ..
everything oso i say one (=
everything oso i start one (=
i m a mean bitch (=
SO ?

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

i have decided to give up on him (=
i m serious tis time (= *shows serious face*
aft lyk 3yrs ++++++++++++++++++++++++++
hahas .. dun wan emo liaos !

yo ppl ..
today is my luckiest and unluckiest day (=
lucky = i PASSED my 2.4km run ! WOOTS~!
unlucky= my skirt kanna cheese .
AND IS ALOT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas .
had a fun time with phuisee , laopo and sihao (=
ty for everything !!
and ppl ...
i wan to say smth AGAIN ...
i PASSED my 2.4km run !!! hahahaha

Sunday, April 20, 2008

friday was the speech and prize giving day
the day tat i was lookin forward to (=
cuz i can wear no.1 u !
tat day was rather chaotic la huh ..
changed into my uniform .
took a few photos ..
then board the bus to ncc's HQ
draw the rifles ..
went to SP
took alot alot of photos with my frens (=
parade ..
chiong back to ncc's HQ to return rifles
NCC damn pro .
oil the rifles and dunno do wad in lyk less than 15 mins
then chiong back to sch to take our bags
go to SP to see performance .
aft the asthetics night we stayed back to take photos (=
then went to eat with some of them (=
i reali reali enjoyed my day la .
thou i noe i wear no.1 quite funny . LOLS .
uhs . thank you ismadi for runnin to and fro to find my wallet (=
i will nv forget friday de (=
anyways . thr are alot of photos .
when i get all the photos from my frens .
i will upload them (=
till then . take care !
AND RMB TO TAG ME !

Saturday, April 12, 2008

ytd was da last npcc training we (NCOs 'o7) have .
i didnt even rmb tat it will be the last training till lyk 3 plus ?
when they said : thx u qianying mdm
i cried .. flashbacks of those past trainings were in my mind .
i m reali very touched by so so so many of the sec 2s ..
wad they say reali very touchin ..
i nv knew they would say all those things ..
thx for the wonderful memories for the past few mths (=
thou thr were happy , sad and angry moments
but overall .. its still very nice (=
it was lyk only ytd tat i met u all ..
when all of u all were still so new to npcc ..
when all of u all didnt reali lyk me at first
cuz i was too fierce ..
when all of u all did many mistakes ..
when i scolded u all ..
when i pumped u all ..
when we laughed at smth together
when we endured smth together ..
when all of u all became the little juniors of npcc
when all of u all changed to be SLIGHTLY matured
when all of u celebrated each other's b'dae
when all of u said those touchin words to me
then *poof* end of my npcc life
thrs still so many things i haf not tell u all ..
so many things i haven teach u all ..
but i noe the sec 3s / upcoming NCOs will teach wadeva they noe to u all (=
pls pls pls ...
work extremely hard okae ?!
i wan to see all of u all pass ur CPL ..
then ur SGT ...
then ur SSGT...
then ur SI ...
hahas . (=
i will reali miss u all so so so so so much ..
now i m waiting for POP (=
see how much u all love me . hahas
all dun wan tell me wad u all performin for us .
so evilistic !
anyways ... CPL is coming .
GD LUCK !
i wont be able to come down to support u all with "pong pongs"
so sorry .... but dun forget !
my heart and spirit is with u all !!!!!
i LOVE u all !!!!!
(=

lastly .. i would lyk to thank ALL those who wrote me an appreciation letter !! (=

Monday, April 07, 2008

@$#%$@%$#
idiot idiot idiot !!!
so wad if i m not a gd ___
u didnt even give me the instructions to do ANYTHING
so u tink i psyclop ?!
i can read ur mind huh ?!
infront of so many ppl say tat .
BLOODY IDIOT !!!
u tink u are a very gd __/__ mehs !
zzzzzzzzz
pls la . u wan smth to be done
OPEN UR GOLDEN MOUTH !
i will do one lors .
if u tink i m irresponsible !
so and find other ppl then !
W A D E V E R !
I H AT E U

Sunday, April 06, 2008

ytd was ATF .
overall .. quite okae la .
FLYING FOX IS THE NEW LOVE (=
lols ..
the guys haf some new game ytd huh ? *GRINS*
i m so lucky tat i m a girl . LOLS
okae . the bus trip abit sucky ..
make me feel lyk VOMITING
then the boat was okae . jus tat i scared i drop into the sea . HAHAS .
i got quite a no. of photos .
but i cant seem to load it into my com .
AWWWWWWWW .
i will try to upload it asap (=
its gonna be a short short post .
cuz i tot the photos cud do all the talkin
but ... anyways .
forget it lors .


[ tis part is gone cuz i dun wan misunderstandings to happen AGAIN (= ]

Friday, April 04, 2008

ahs! sry for not bloggin for so long .
laziness somehow got da better of me (=
anyways . yaaa ... today was x-country
i tink its a damn failure thing la .
when the *pooonkkkk* sound
everyone was practically W A L K I N !
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ...
which sch so "zai" 3/4 of sch's population WALK
i did duty .. and ya . i eff-ing dun wan to go into details
aft tat last min decision to go and support the sec 3s for their classification shoot (=
chiong-ed home to take my full u (=
went to sch then set off to HTA
CONGRATS to those who passed their marksman (=
dun be sad for those who didnt ...
i noe how u all feel ... (=
cheer up huh !!!


anyways ...
i jus wan to say .
how come ppl can jus do tat to someone
HELLO ....
tat person got feelings one lehs !
imagine u all are the ones being outcasted ?
zzz . wadeva la . i cant be bothered with u all


sec 2s !
i m here to blog abt u all again (=
JIAYOUS for u all de promo okae ?
i noe tis few days ALOT of trainings
but ya ... first bitter lata sweet (=
endure abit and *poof* ur promo has past (=
i reali reali will miss u all aft i step down !
awwww . how sweet of me =X
okae . no sentimental words now ! hiak hiak hiak ...
wan to noe more ?
tune in to www.my-unchangeableattitude.blogspot.com EVERYDAY !
lols ...
i found out tat my lame-ness has LEVEL UP !



okae .. wadeva la huh
tml is ATF ! woohoo~!
but the truth is . i m not high at all
high fever got la . high-ness = 0 !
i go rest le . hope the temp. will go down (=
tata peeps !
AND PLS TAG ME !!!!

Sunday, March 30, 2008

yoyoyo .
promo was 2 days ago ..
we tot got bus fetch us go sia .
in the end ... we got cheated .
and guess WAD ?
the sun was SO SO SO HOT
when we reached cgs . we sort of became even more nervous .
i noe i didnt do reali well cuz of SOME reasons .
i cant say in my blog or i will be brewin troubles ...
those who went promo with me shud noe wad happen
cuz i was COMPLAINING ALL THE WAY . @#$%
those who dunno ... can come and ask me (:
aft promo . i changed and wait for the rest .
talked with the sec 1s .
aft tat we C-H-I-O-N-G back to sch in the rain =.=
i looked lyk someone who dropped into a puddle of water la !
- hair messy
- uni wet
then went to the meet-the-parent session .
OMGGGGGGGG ...
i cud not concentrate AT ALL .
i was fidgeting and TEARIN the plastic bag *valuable bag*
finally it was over ...
andy amanda and yiying waited for me .
THX .. and sorry ...... *u all shud noe why* (=


gd luck to the sec 2s for their upcoming promo !!!
woohooo ~~~!!!
mus pass okae !!

Saturday, March 22, 2008

actually . i was dread to blog ..
due to some unforeseen MOODSWING
wadeva la . but jus . i might haf BIGGER AND WIDER SWINGS tml .
hahas . dun ask me why . cuz its suppose to be UNforeseen
today's the campcraft com .
trust me . i was havin butterflies in my stomach .
juhaira was almost late . phew ..
went to HTA .
registered . and went to the holdin area shortly .
talked . crapped . and tot i was going to nosebleed again cuz my nose felt weird .
guess my nose is allergic to the hall ? LOLS . F.O.C
on the way to the pitch .
i saw mr khoo pointing at us and say : tis are my students ( in chinese )
he said to another officer of another sch ba .
he is proud of us (:
i saw him takin lyk lots of photos (:
when the 1 min check begin .
i was DAMN SCARED .
i ask for change of the spar once .
then ask for the change for the one beside .
then a WORSE one came .
i ask for change AGAIN .
and guess wad ?
we got somehow "arrowed"
cuz someone said : ask them bring their own spar then !
oops . anyway . dun change oso change le (:
then start of the com .
THE FEELIN IS WOOOOOOO~!
lols . the 12 mins is lyk 5 mins only .
i was shoutin lyk some maddo who ran away from the woodbridge la .
i scolded the logistics . *i tink i m mad*
the bricks are reali damn lousy la .
and our flag nv up CUZ the bloody nylon rope .
SPECIAL THANKS TO OUR LOT IC FOR HELPIN US (:
HE SAID HE WILL TAKE NOTE OF THE FLAG THING
tytytytytyt SO DAMN MUCH .

hahas . he even say we very kan jiong
THE FACT IS .... we are =X
when they ask for ppl to explain the basha .
i gave STUPID answers =X
shall not go into details (:
aft tat . took a group photo then ya . went off .
cuz the bus haven come . then we looked at the NPAP rehearsals
board the bus . MR KHOO TREATED US DRINKS !
THANK YOU SIR ! *salutes!*=P
went back sch then talk talk talk .
went tiong to eat .
went wy's hse mugged for promo (:
tats all for today ~!
BYEEEEEEE PEEPS .


GIRLS . I M SOOOOOO PROUD OF U ALL !!!
today went shoppin with phuisee and bird .
its damn fun la .
thou its tiring and the fact tat i H A T E shoppin
i saw clothes tat are eff-ing nice .
and i promise to buy them ! LOLS .
anyway . ya . bird pulled me to a concert ( dunman sec )
its quite nice . thou we "xia sway" ourselves lyk .....
ppl were lyk starin at us ( me , bird , vivian , ian )
anyway .
ppl ... dun doubt . WE ARE MAD (:
their alumni performed ..
TRUST ME . ITS DAMN NICE LA !
especially the drummer ! woohoo !
i swear i m gonna learn la !
tat the concert . bird PS-ED us and went to take the sch bus with her cousin .
me and vivian walked to the bus stop and took bus .
reali enjoyed myself today (:
tml's competition .
nid to wake up early !
so ya . GD BYE EVERYONE !
ALUMNI RULES ! (:
LOLS . dun mind me (=

Thursday, March 20, 2008

can i say tat today's lyk the best np training i had ?
okae ... perhaps the first half wasn't nice .
i was feelin lousy and stuff AND the ulcer in my mouth wasn't makin things better .
nevertheless . i tried to smile .
thou i noe i cant smile WIDELY .
cuz my ulcer will kill me . LOLS
gawd . i pray for my ulcer to cure ASAP .
cuz i wan to motivate the team on sat !
i cant afford to not talk now !
girls . the impt time has come .
i reali cant emphasize enuff how thankful i m for all of u to come down for tis com.
i will not be with u all 2 yrs lata le ...
hopefully those who are enterin the com 2 yrs lata will achieve more !
but nv nv nv forget our memories for these few mths .
trust me . it will be in my heart .
i gettin freakin emo here . HAHAH .
how many chance do i haf left to be so emo for tis unit huh ?
aft i step down no chance le .
girls team . JIAYOU !
*i ran out of words to say . so pls refer to my previous posts for sentimental words(: *
sat is the com. WORK HARD !


anyway ........ i drifted from my thoughts .
i was suppose to talk abt the funny things tat happened .
the "WASHIN OF LOGISTICS" !
and innocent me got splashed by TAN YIYING !
i tink she helpin me wash my ear lors . HAHAS
tat mad girl always do crazy stuffs (:
or shud i say the whole girls team EXCEPT ME .
cuz i m the most serious and mature one ! (:


okae ppl . i reali nth to blog le . GD BYES

Friday, March 14, 2008

hi everyone !
qianying is officially declared BROKE =)
awwww . dun cry . LOLS .
* admiring my own lame-ness *
ytd went to vivo with luvena , shirley , wanying and mr chua
FUNNNNNNNNNN ...!!!
aft tat was the trip to the heritage centre thing .
by the way : ERIC WAS MAD YTD .
from on the bus all the way ...
on the way back .
smth happened .
make the 3 of us DAMN FREAKIN ANGRY .
but . NVM . i shall R E L A X (=
lols . nth else to blog le .
BYEBYE !!!!!!!

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

hmmm . today morning damn tired
almost cant wake up .
noe why ?
ytd arnd 9 plus two mad ones called me .
told me is accompany them cuz they wet .
cant go home .
in the end ..... we went to play basketball !
okae . skip all the paiseh part of me playin basketball with them
the best part is JEROME lost (=
he ran 10 rounds around the basketball court (:
woohoo !
aft tat crap abit then went home (:
the two mad ones are : guan cheng and jerome (:
hahas . okae la . nth else to blog le .
GD BYE EVERYONE !

and tml is the "outing" for the sec 2s ! =)

Monday, March 10, 2008

sec 1 camp jus ended (:
had lots of fun !
but was damn tired .
2nd day i slp wherever i go xDD
1st day was rather okae . energy lvl 100%
then at night . sentry duty . went for 3 out of 4
aft tat got fire drill .
aft fire drill bathe .
bathe liao SLP !
slp at arnd 5am . woke up at 5.55am
raise the flag with the help of someone . xP
cook the milo liao . went up the hall to ask kianhwee wad the sec 1s eat .
he look at me blur blur . go look at the sec 1 name list
i was lyk : ehh ehh . the name list nv say wad they gonna eat la ..
he say wad bread bread . then i went to look for it .
and he went back to slp xD
soon it was BREAK CAMP !
mr khoo and mr chong said a few ending speech .
and mr khoo thanked us !! woo hoo !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahas . we did the " 3 cheers " thing ..
A LIFELESS CHEER xDD
hahas .



one final lap to the end of my npcc life (:
JIA YOU !!!

Thursday, March 06, 2008




hohohoho .
actually i dint noe wad to blog .
but .. i jus viewed some pics and decide to post them .
cuz he is sooooooooooooo HOTTTTTTTT xDDD
i wan his hair !!!!!

Sunday, March 02, 2008

ytd was SUPPOSE TO BE the girls team campcraft com
but ... cuz of the rain ...
it was postponed .
i woke up at 4 plus nearin to 5 .
prepared myself and went to BM mac to meet the girls .
we eat . joke . stress ourselves .
cabbed to sch cuz we saw the bus 139 drive away infront of us .
we took a group photo in sch and cheered the "yeah" thing .
btw .. the bus came LATE .
hahas .
on the way . it started to drizzle ..
we tot we were gonna be late .. but luckily ..
we didnt =X
at the place be4 going to holdin area ,
we talked abt alot of things .
i pointed out wad the girls nid to take note .
and all of us said some encouraging words .
when its time for us to go to the holdin area ..
all of us didnt noe whr to walk =X
at the holdin area . we continued to chat to de-stress
a while lata . one of the sir came to brief us on the com .
everything was perfectly alright .. but the moment the speech end .....
i began to nose bleed ...... * DAMN PAISEH *
our team almost got DQ cuz we dun haf reserve .
i kp sayin i m okae . then they let me back . *phew*
tats paiseh case no.1
aft tat ... they say thr will be some delay cuz something happened .. *raining*
then they ask who wan to go toilet .
ONLY OUR SCH ... the WHOLE girls team went to the toilet ..
tis is paiseh case no.2
aft 10am . they said the com is postponed ..
we walked in the rain to the bus
on my way .. i almost fell down and i scream lyk some gu - niang
everyone were lyk lookin at me ..
tis is paiseh case no.3 ..
aft we reach the sch .. we were dismissed aft a short while .
we went to tiong de kopitiam ..
ate and chat thr . a long long long long chat ..

then aft tat all go home .. nice day huh ?
LOLS ...

anyway .. girls team .
even thou we still haf to train for one more week .
i believe u all will persevere .
i haf seen perseverence in u all .
lyk wad i haf said ytd ...
we started off with a team of 4-5 ppl .
totally haf no guarantee of havin a full team ..
a team who always hurt our hands , legs any whr u all can hurt .
and pasting plasters lyk nobody's business ..
till now ..
a team tat has bonding , perseverence and commitment .
i believe u all haf noticed the changes within u .
lets chiong for the one last week .
and make it to the top 50 !
lets prove to those who look down on qtss girls team tat they are WRONG .
JIAYOUS !

Tuesday, February 26, 2008

hahahaha .
now then i noe frenship can be so vulnerable ..
u can treat someone as a fren for so long
yet u dunno tat the person nv treat u as a fren be4 ..
sensitive ....
wads the prob with everyone ?
lookin at ppl's blog .
and tat post is bitchin abt someone but nv put name
if the viewer jus not happy with the owner .
they will start sayin tat the person is bloggin abt them ..
why dun clarify ?
wads the matter la ?
so now .. blogs have became a tool of evidence alrdy ?
wadeva la . i dun care . gd luck peeps .

Friday, February 22, 2008

hello (:
decidded to thank ppl on my blog .
today i went into rage ..
i didnt scream or shout . i jus angry till i cried .
i even went into toilet to hit the wall using my fist.
thanks bird to lyk console me
and oso simon for his tissue paper (:
thanks to melvin , choy peng , the sec 4s and 5s , wanying
and many other ppl (:
i reali appreciate it alot ...
u all made me stronger . i mean it (:
thanks to melvin again to help me buy tissue paper (:
i reali cant thank u guys enuff .
reali >.< thanks for tellin me the true meaning of frens .
and some even told me off .. (:
u all made me understand tat its not worth it to cry or hurt myself cuz of tat person

anyway .. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEX AKA ZIPPY !!

Thursday, February 21, 2008

damn u damn u .
bloody freak .
no frens then come find my clique . omg .
LISTEN UP .
U ARE A DOWNRIGHT ASSHOLE
i noe u are tryin to take revenge .
but . SO SORRY .
u wont win . cuz i m confident tat i will still be with them (:
so see tis .
D A M N Y O U
go home la . only noe how to snatch frens . omg ..
G O H O M E .
i will nv lyk u . nv accept u as my fren .
dun act pitiful in front of my frens .
wad u get is wad u D E S E R V E .
I H A T E Y O U

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

i reali very upset today eh .
not tryin to let ppl lyk pity me or wad .
but ..
TIS IS MY BLOG . i can post my feelings rite ?!
i reali dunno wad happen to my clique .
quarrelings . unhappiness .
ehs . cant we be lyk last yr ?!
why mus haf quarrels and unhappiness ?
but between quarrelings and unhappiness .
i rather u all quarrel .
cuz if u all are unhappy with each other and u all kp inside urself
its unhealthy laaaa .
but ... after a quarrel .
can we jus be frens back ?
hais . why mus we turn out to be lyk tat ?
soooooooooooooooooo NOT CLOSE anymore ..
are we not a clique anymore ?
jus quarreling partners huh ?!
i m reali very upset .
why relationships are falling tis yr ?
love relationships and frenships ..
ppl arnd me are havin such probs .
i jus dun wish the same thing to happen to my clique u noe ...
i jus hate it .... hais ..
can we return to the past ?


but still then ..
thr are happy things to blog abt (:
gd job to all who run today !
u all complete the race!
as long as u haf put in ur best of effort .
u are alrdy a winner (:
Mr S.S , nx time rmb to hear voices arnd u when u running kaes ..
i shout ur name lyk siao . yet u say : got mehs . RAWRNESS .

xDDDDD

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

tml is sports heats !!
jiayous to the two mr sohs !
and oso to all who are running (:


to tat one .
pls dun make me worry !
take care of urself for heaven's sake .
ZZZZZZ . (:

tinkin of whether to pon sch tml or not .
oh well .... lets see (:

Monday, February 18, 2008

yeahh ...
i survived the flag day (:
not reali survived totally .
yeah . dun wan to go into details wad happened (:
and .. tan . i noe u are feelin guilty now .
its okae . i m fine le
hahas . dun nid at all .
okae . watch CJ7 with poony , yh they all
ITS NICE !! and first time watch movie with poony and yh . hehehehhehe
okae . today is the boy's training .
so many bad things happened .
anthony lost his specs .
simon injured his hand
norman whack his knee .
okae .. he didnt whack it on purpose ... accidentally whacked it
okae . yeah . not a gd sign . but lets not be superstitious . LOLS .
jiayou everyone !

Saturday, February 16, 2008

today's training was okae ....
perfect.....ly quiet .
i nid to try to get use to the quietness . (:
jus had a long chat on msn with da rat ( mr soh )
guessed many things jus poured out on its own ?
HAHAS .
1st time we chatted so long .
thanks for killin my boredom . i hated it .
u can be very nice if u wan to (:
thanks reali alot
i appreciate it .
tml's flag day . oh well .... hahas

Thursday, February 14, 2008

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY !!
thanks everyone for ur presents!!
gek hwee , desiree , phuisee , pricilla , shanel , charmaine , munyee , yueting !!
u are all loved by me . i promise !
best valentine's ever xD
thanks to those who wished me anyway ,
i guess , being single during valentine's day is da best ?
*GLEAMS*
tml is TD .
oh well ................
tml the sec 1s are coming in !
hope to see familiar faces !!!!! xDD
sec 2s . dun be jealous .
i still love u all . hahas !

and we finally got back to the past (:
i m so happy now .
for tis . i m willing to cough for one more day (: [ tis is crap ]
seeing u was nv enuff to me .
but now . it is .
breath-taking

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

hihihihihihihihi !
wan to noe why i so happy ?
cuz i noe alot of secrets today (:
stayed back to see CCC boys team practice today
gossiped with the girls
KNOW ALOT OF SECRETS (:
anyway . secrets are healthy .
but if u kp it from me . ITS UNHEALTHY !
noe wad ?
i LOVE edward cullen !


" If there is any way for me to become human for u - no matter wad the price is , i will pay it . "
-edward cullen- Pg 273 [ ECLIPSE ]

i tink if i hear tis from someone .
i will faint .
ITS SO SWEET LA
anyway . for those who dunno .
edward is a vampire xDDD
i m tired . freakin tired .
tinkin of why is he reacting tat way to me
i reali hate it when we are infront of each other
but we are not talkin
we aren't even sayin hi .
no jokes . NOTHING
not smsing . everything with communication does not haf any link with us
when i try to start a conver.
u will reply shortly
wad is it tat i haf done ?
i hate the silence .
i reali hate it .. its lyk a torture to me
.
i m tired . cant tink of anything .
in a foul mood now .
i guess all i can do is read my book now . tata

Monday, February 11, 2008

dint blog for many days xDD
now my voice is MARVELOUS (:
lols . nvm .
7 feb - a day tat led me to dilemma .
on one hand - i wan to stay in sch to find him .
on the other hand - i wan to go cuz i wan to avoid him .
in the end . i chose to leave .
perhaps dint wan to make myself disappointed if i nv see him
whether he got come or not . i reali dunno .
i reali enjoy my b'dae !
thanks to so so so so many ppl
esp. yy andy amanda guanrong yunzhen joshua
thanks for the cake and the cd !!
and the LIE (:
i m very touched !
u all rocks !!
ytd went "BAI-NIAN" with the group .
WAS DAMN FUN !
we gambled and stuff .
haf fun and GOT ANG-BAOS !
u all rocks laaaaaaaaaa xDDDDD
kaes la . blog tml xDD

Sunday, February 03, 2008

hohoho . merry christmas .
WRONG FESTIVAL !
okae . nvm
uhs . going to be my b'dae and CNY le .
my wishlist :
1. lots of angbao =D
2. lots of presents ! =DDDDDDDD
3. CAKE !!!! doubt i can get one ): cuz CNY
4. frens celebrate with me (((((:
5. i dunno le xDDD

okae . tml got sch . so...
SAYONARA (:
i guess .. ppl reali do get emo when they are alone
if u are someone who hates emo-ness.
pls dun cont. readin tis .
read other posts (:
i swear tat they are nice (: LOLS

okae . it goes :
lots of wad ifs goes on in my mind
wad if i jus die tml ?
wad if i fail my O's ?
wad if i lose wad i haf now ?
wad if monday nv comes ?
wad if i forget all my gd memories ?
wad if i forget all my bad memories ?
wad if everything in the world collapse ?
wad if i cant pass up my dnt ?
wad if my cca disappoint me ?
wad if i disappoint my cca ?
wad if i disappoint my parents ?
wad if no one rmbs my b'dae ?
wad if everyone hates me ?
wad if i hate everyone ?
wad if i cry ?
wad if i hate myself ?
wad if thr are a million "wad ifs" ?

okae . dun wan go tink abt it le .
cuz i aint emo okae ?!
thanks to those who read even thou it was real emo (:

Friday, February 01, 2008

sry for not bloggin
jus attend the "high achievers" course
its damn nice okae !!
coach david is lyk so motivating .
okae . shall not go into details here .
wan to noe the course ?
GO PAY MONEY AND LISTEN *gleams*
i m a "I" personality , a right brainner and a kinestatic learner (:
and it all adds up to the word : RANDOM (:
and i reali enjoy the course
and the same ending : i cried
but the most scary thing is : i m the ONLY ONE tat cried
okae . i go study le . GD BYE

Thursday, January 24, 2008

omg . today is lyk .. the worst day ever ?!
2 tests in the first half of the day !
hope i dun screw them la huh .
copied chapter AGAIN cuz i FORGOT to bring my physics txtbk
i emphasize again . i FORGOT . F-O-R-G-O-T
tml is POA test .
"yeah-ness" cuz i m gonna flunk it the 2nd time
and sihao is gonna luff at me for the 2nd time
tml got training . uhs .
*NO COMMENTS* hahas
btw ppl viewing my blog pls arhs . TAG okae .
the counter of ppl kp increasing but only a few ppl tag .
hahas . wow-ness yeah ?
today went to hall and saw those ppl gettin their results
GRATS to those who scored well
SMILE to those who didnt get their expectation (:
dun be sad .
every failure is the starting point of a success destination (:
tml will be a long day . so yeah
TADA . i go into my pathetic little lala land AGAIN (:

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

woohoo . first of all
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BENEDICT ! lols

girls team .
u all are getting better and better (:
i may scream i may shout . but tis is wads gonna happen (:
so . ya . ENDURE !
tats wad npcc cadets shud do okae ?!
lets endure it all the way till the com
*i noe some of u aren't willin to come down for the training . but tink in a practical way then . if u all dun haf the "feel" to come down . tink , thrs CCA points for tis com . so ya . BEAR WITH IT ! *


my mood was actually very gd
till i saw some's comment in another person's blog
tat says bad things abt npcc .
trust me . i m PISSED OFF
wad rights u haf to comment abt npcc ?!
u are not a cadet of npcc
so shut up la . u noe npcc mehs ?
IF NOT . pls kindly SHUT UP .
even if u are a cadet .
i DESPISE u .
cuz u urself as a cadet dun respect ur own cca .
and u even smear the name of npcc .
wad is tis ?


okae . studies is still okae for me .
lots of stress but can handle (:
jus now aft training went tiong with the girls .
stayed at tiong with yy till lyk 8.45pm
tok damn lots of things . (:

okae la . tml still got lyk damn lot of test .
BYE FOR NOW (:

Sunday, January 20, 2008

wahahahahhaha
thank to tat SOMEONE (:
i m gonna be a reasonable human cum wuguii species (:
u oso arhs . okae ?
listening to 5566's disc now .
OMG . ITS DMAN NICE OKAE
hahas .
okae la . tml still got training . i go rest le .
short post today (:

Thursday, January 17, 2008

i lost my wallet today .
and haf made a police report .
the person who steal my wallet , if u are someone who is my fren
i reali wan to tell u tis
i dun wish to noe who are u . cuz i m utterly disappointed
all i wish is tat u can put my wallet back to my table by tml .
i dun care if u haf spent the $$ in my wallet alrdy
jus return my IC and all those important stuff
jus tink , if u are u one who lose the wallet . WILL U BE SAD
if u will be sad . pls return me
reason why i wan to get back my IC and the other cards is cuz replacing all these cards nid $$
my mother alrdy spent alot of money on me .
if she is to replace the my cards . it will cost a bomb
so i appeal to u . pls put back my wallet on my table by tml .
if not . i might take actions le .
i reali dun wish to do anything . cuz i believe the person who take my wallet is someone who noe me
i reali cant believe tat someone who noes me will do such a thing
pls put it on my table by tml kaes ? reali pls ..
u take the cash nvm . return my IC and all those .
thank u alot
hello ! sry for not lyk bloggin so long .
my com crashed . then now then repair hao .
girls team finally got full team le .
which means .
CHIONG-ING time for campcraft com
gd luck to both girls and boys team
UNITY IS STRENGTH xDD
damn tired . ate smth wrong . LOLS
retarded me sia . tml is another TIRING DAY .
cuz morning got two perriods of physics .
afternoon will haf remedial - PHYSICS again !
i wan chemistry la !
okae . today i got my first praise of the yr from TAN , aka MR TAN
cuz of the maths test .
OMG LA . i oso cant believe i got 12/15
FYI . i nv get double digit for lyk AGESSSSSSSSSSSS
i got a "gd" written on my paper .
OMG . I M SO GONNA LAMINATE IT .
jus kiddin .
and to the YOU YOU YOU .
the way u speak today damn zzz la .
RAWR . if i in bad mood i sure strangle u .
and i managed to "kop" norman's thing . LOLS
but nvm . i poke u le xD
waiting for sat to come ASAP
cuz i wan to SLP . LACKIN OF SLP .
and yeah . off i go to my precious little PATHETIC lala land xDD

Sunday, January 13, 2008

omg . crap crap crap .
girls team de timing is 8am !
sry girls !!
okae . friday was CRAP .
noe why ?
- timing for com was bad
- HE broke his promise .
- and some other reasons
okae . u may not be at fault for breakin ur promise .
BUT BUT BUT
u still broke it .
yeah . and i dun wan talk to u liaos .
rawr !!! uh . see how la .
tml got training . gonna go SLP .
BYEBYE

Thursday, January 10, 2008

my hamster jus passed away .
seriously no mood to blog .
sry . shall blog tml .

Wednesday, January 09, 2008

omg . rmb my previous post ?
i asked if i m short rite ?
today height and weight measurement .
and ...
I M TALL . jus tat ppl are taller .
LOLS . I M LAME .
i very much wan to blog abt tat incident .
but haf decided not to .
reason is cuz i dun wish to sour our relationship cuz of tis post
i understand smtimes the things u say dun mean wad u wan to say .
but i m one who jus listens to the first sentence and if its a bad thing
i will seriously FLARE UP .
u shud noe my temper de la .
frens dun nid to explain so much things de xDD
did a damn silly thing during POA test today !
gonna FAIL my first POA test !
and to the tat someone .
u are testing my patience .
i seriously am not gonna talk to u anymore !
S H U T U P

Tuesday, January 08, 2008

i m startin to be unable to cope with studies le .
sumtimes in class i will seriously dunno wad the teacher is teachin la
ahhs . mus study hard hard hard .
aft sch was campcraft training .
nth special happened . all the normal routine
aft tat went tiong . ate . took 851 with andy to BMC to take 167 home
aft i alight from the bus . i walked the "scary" passage tat i normally wouldnt wan to walk
i was walkin half way when i saw a guy behind me la .
then i turned back and looked at him thrice till suddenly i heard my name being called
it was jerome seow mumu xDD see . i called u tat okae .
we chit chated . and he said tat i was short !!
m i reali SO SHORT ?!
aft we separate ways , i sms-ed him
yeah . chit chat abt lots of things xD
norman was online . so jus asked him : m i short ?
his answer was : no . very ok .
omg . i thank norman sooo much laaaaaa .
u rocks !!!
jus dun blush so much HAHAS
jerome . u promised to rmb my b'dae okae !
dun forget or i will bite u ! hahas .
i reali enjoy sms-ing with u la .
cuz u sound as retarded as me !! xDDDD

Sunday, January 06, 2008

cca open house jus ended
so many dao and cute sec 1s
btw . dao is one category . cute is another .
hahas . many funny things happened tat day
left 4 mths in npcc le
final lap to O lvl
very worried for myself as i haf been SLACKIN .
i better work hard now then relax aft O's
JIAYOU LIAO LO .
and JIAYOU to the sec 2 cadets !!

Friday, January 04, 2008

i dun reali bother if i will get scolded by posting tis .
cuz i m reali damn angry la .
my commitment and passion for "tat" is gone .
i only got my commitment and passion at sec 2 end of yr .
i noe its very late . but at least . i dare to say when i sec 3 , i m commited to it
but now ? i seriously dunno .
the "tat" reali change to a different tradition now .
i reali dunno wad to say abt it .
compare my sec 1 life and now de they all . is reali big difference lors
why is the thing lyk tat nw ?
wads the point man ?
give up all hopes . commitment ALL GONE .
i shall shut my mouth now .
i believe my position will change aft he re-look into the thing . but .. well ..
nvm . i haf nth to say alrdy

Tuesday, January 01, 2008

WOOHOO . 2008 IS HERE !
byebye to my all my BAD BAD YEARS !
reali reali wish 2008 will be a good yr . xDDD
tml school reopen le xD
i miss everyone !!!!!